LIFE is Worth living

I remember being frustrated over things about life I couldn't quite understand or how adults couldn't see the way I saw things.  I was very logical person.  I questioned myself alot and wanted answer right way.  Of course, I had to wait.  That's the cool thing, you don't know when +or how your answer will be revealed.  Maybe we just have to go through a little bit more experience before getting the answer.  Heavenly Father does guide us always, if we are willing to trust in him and let him be our guides. Our angels are wonderful beings.   I want to be an angel a pure loving kind angel.  I am learning to be more compassionate and affectionate to my kids.  I think it's important to express intimate love to my kids.  Of course not in a sick way that is just pure wrong!  I Love my girls.  They are the best and I can't help but brag about them.  They are smart, Beautiful, kind, sweet, funny, etc.. I am so lucky to have them.

I am always trying to work to become a better person.  The kind of person Heavenly Father would be pleased with.  I have a lot to become that amazing person, but working on it each day means more than not working at all.
   We all have someone in our lifes be it a sister, brother, or mother, father or even friend and you just want them to have a perfect life.  You don't want to see them struggle, you care for them.  You love them dearly.  They don't realize in extent how much you care for that individual.  You want to take away there worries.  You end worrying about their future. Lalalal so you understand what I mean?  I am pretty sure that we all have that someone.  Anyways, I have a particular one i've struggled with for a few years.  I love this person.  I wanted to help them but realized I was hurting our relationship more than ever.  We are not close as we use to be.  This person probably see's me differently or didn't understand why I did such a thing.  Views me more of a judgmental person.  When That was never my intention.  I was sad.  I've done alot of praying.  Like i said earlier you don't get answers right way, we have to experience things, boundaries.
    I am happy now.  I realize that everyone has a different purpose in life, we mature on different levels.  We don't know their story, what's actually happening.  The things is IT'S not my business.  We all of our choice, we need to respect  the choice and move on.  Always with LOVE and LIGHT.  Never get your feeling to emotion to attached it becomes a wreck.  It's not worth it.  Everyone is a child of God!

It's been easier to be around people now that I have a different view of seeing them.  Judging them not!! who  gave me the privilege to judge or critique someone?   God is the highest person of us all and he did not give me this gift.  I am a mother now, with two wonderful gorgeous talented gifted kids.  1 sweet husband.  My focus is on them prepare myself to lead my kids into independence.  this the gift God gave me to be a mom!  I couldn't have ask for anything better. I am the #1 person that can influence their life so I need to shape up my own life and set example to them.  The world is wicked but I can teach them the right way! GO GIRLS!! pomp pomp.  Ya right can see me being a cheerleader?  hehe.  crazy

When you think your life is a kayos,  or messed up or you don't feel appreciated?  The pasture on the other side is greener than your's take this advice:  water your pasture to make it the green you want it.  work on the things that your struggling with!  We don't know how our neighbors problems are? or the struggles they might be going throught,  We might think they have it easy.  maybe they do.. but maybe they are good at hiding it and revealing positive things.  Be grateful your husband didn't get his legs amputated, and your stuck with 2 sets of twin boys to take care of.  Thank goodness you haven't lost a close love one recently.  Thank goodness you are not in prison for something you didn't do or your house got swept away in a tornado, or hurricane.  Before pointing I wish... Say I appreciate and give thanks!! :) Cheers I love you all

I love you BOBBY, Hazel and LALA  Good night

Love MOM