Fun.. things about our girls

As Hazel was helping me fix perfect food.  She loves that stuff always asks if she can make it.  As she was stirring the perfect food in the cup she yells dad, YOUR AWESOME!  Dad comes in the kitchen and says Yes, you are awesome Hazel.  She corrects him and says.  Dad No!  YOU are awesome! K.  I think it was a good reminder having a 2 year old remind us that we need to give our self credit and accept that we to are awesome.
     
          Alyvia is getting so tall.  She enjoys bouncing, jumping up and down.  Alyvia loves Hazel.    She actually gets really sad if Hazel isn't around to play with her.  One day Hazel was out playing with her cousins and Lala woke up from her nap.  I would call Hazels name,  Lala looking all around every time I would call Hazel.  when she could not find her she had this sad face like where's Hazel.  Alyvia loves Hazel.  Hazel is really good to her sister.

   Dad taught Hazel how to say.. BECAUSE I"m Batman!!  so when ever you say why.. She say BECAUSE i'm batman!  Now she likes to add a little twist to it and tease her dad.. Dad say Why?  She say because I'm Mario!! No haze say your batman.. No I'm Mario.  She is teasing him this whole time.  What a character Hazel is.

Hazel enjoys watching mom do her Hair when I do.  Today,  I see Hazel scrunching her hair.. Hazel what are you doing.  " Looking pretty mom!"  Yes, you do look pretty Hazel.  She had pump alot of bathroom handsoap and was using that to make her hair look pretty.  She was to cute.  Man does that soap REEk.  I'm trying to get rid of it and she did a really good job of it.

  This is Alyvia at 3 months and Haze 2years

I love you Skits and PeeWee

ThanksGiving

There's so much that I am grateful for.  I am grateful for my Bobby and my two Girls.  Hazel and Alyvia are the best girls in the world.  They make me smile and worth living for.   Thanksgiving was great.. Grandma made her usual homemade thanksgiving dinner.  Yes, it was fabulous and Delicious.

   I want to be a better mom, wife, and a person, so I made changes in my life to make me do the best I can to raise my girls.  I am going to carry on a spiritual way of viewing life.  Excercise more meditation and allow more time for growth and learning by quiet time.  I will do my best to look and critique problems in a positive way.  I will make alot mistakes on the way, I will do my best to catch myself and do better.  NO one is perfect that's why pencils have erasers.  I love it.
 My life is not perfect But I am Grateful for the many thing in life.  Hazel has been teething.  She is a piece of cupcake so sweet and kind.  Full of compassion and humility.  I am learning to be more like miss little Hazel. She is a very incrediable teacher.  I learn alot from you Haze.  Thank you for being such a wonderful example to me.  Alyvia,  even as a little infant I can learn from you.  Smile and giggle often.  We are all little babies.  Act as if life is just pure with love and spread love out to others.  Thanks Alyvia for you special treat of admiration.
Dad even when you say you struggle.  I still think you are wonderful.  I learn that life is hard but to never give up.  Keep chugging.  Life is beautiful.

I have alot to learn.. Keeping my ears, eyes, heart open to anything that will encourgage me to be on the right path.

LIfe is just wonderful

Grandma and Grandpa came up for Dezera's Baptism.  I went back down to Boulder with them.  Hazel was pretty excited.  Hazel loves being down in Boulder, It gives her the opportunity to explore the world.  Grandpa gave her a kitten.  It's a soft black kitten.  She calls it "Kitty".  We haven't been able to spend much time with Grandma and Grandpa because they been pretty busy.  Last week they were busy getting the cows and calves together.  They were selling them.  It was a cold last  week, wind was blowing.  This week then went up by Brigham City for a sealing of a friend.  We only got to see them for a morning and then left down to St. George for a few days.  They come back on Sat.  

     I was able to spend some good time with the girls.  Grandpa left her a chore which was to feed his cats on gone while he was gone.  Every morning she wakes up super early I mean 4:30 if im lucky 5.  She just wants to get up and go eat breakfast.   Of course she knows I will., sneakingly wakes up Lala.  Lala smiles and is up till around 8. We go make her breakfast.  Anxiously, ask mom can I feed the cats and dogs.  She knows her routine.  She takes the cat food into the cat dish. Dog food to two seperate dishes, she knows that Allie and Hank won't eat together.  Then she comes back in and gets a few bread and sneaks it to the dog. MOM they are Hungry!    

      I made has noodles and peas,  after talking with her dad on the phone, I go over to see that Hazel ate all the noodles and Left the peas.  Hazel, you need to eat you peas to.  She says "No! mom."  Why not?  her reply "BECAUSE IM BATMAN!"  Batman doesn't eat that! Yuck.  I'm batman mom.  Gosh, can I call Dad?...  This little girl is quite the character.  

   It's been difficult being able to be on top of things these past couple days.  Some How i got really sick and can't really seem to move around well.  I have the shivers and my body is so tense.  I'm not quite sure what caused this, but Dad think it might be the IUD..  I laughed at that one. hahaha.    Well I do my best the best I can.  So far my angels have been helping to get through the day.  Thanks Angels.  

    We miss Dad wish he was able to be here to enjoy the moment we have down here.  We sure love him even when things are going rough for him.  I know that if we just do what we need to things will fall together.  

   Miss Alyvia, happens to be growing like a weed.  A very cute adorable weed.  She is so wanting to crawl so badly.  She reaches for food that might be in your hand.  She will walk backwards in the walker that Grandma has.  She is just a happy baby.  She loves it when Grandpa takes her and plays with her.  She always gives him a big warm smile.  I think that makes his day.  She loves getting in the bath with Hazel.